Swim test today
I had the swim test today at camp and it went horrible though people cheered for me and said hat I could do it. I was lame and got through it ith struggle which sucked because most of the camp is white and I know they are thinking about the fact the black guy can’t swim. But I can not blame them I was thinking it as well and the probably affected my performance when I was swimming. Needless to say it wasn’t as hard as I thought it was and I probs could have done it just fine but because I was scared that I would not be able to do it I ended up giving up early and not trying as hard as I would say when I am lifting alone in the gym.
So lesson to the wise , culture and expectations can really change the outcomes of a situation regardless of if the participant is capable of the action or not.
WTF me WTF ALEX
Camp is awesome
hanging out with everyone and stuff is great building that relationship with all the people. Also I am meeting and really hanging out with all the British people that I can cause they are like so cool. Lastly today was awsome cause I got to see Mr British again in the flesh, his chest hair is so golden red just like his hair ….teehee :3
A boy can dream
PS: I say this but this is just my flight of fancy talking, I have a wonderful boyfriend who is more than enough of what I want :# and he isnt even a redhead
Pink shirts and Moms
my mom just told me that I need to carry myself in a respectable manor while I am at camp which translates into dont act gay or make people think that you are gay or horrible things will happen. This is the same camp that had a speech about equal treatment for is LGB ( I dont know if they are T friendly which sucks) staff. She says to just be myself and I have to scratch my head, how can I be myself if you dont want me to be able to express or acknowledge truthfully a part of who I am. Its not like I am running around and shouting “I LIKE BIG FUCKING MAN DICK” or something I mean come on.
Sorry this all started from her not wanting me to wear a pink shirt to camp cause it makes me look gay to her :P and she says she saw no one else wearing one and Im like no there were tons of others doing it and it wasnt even because of my sexuality but because I liked the gosh darn shirt.
commander spock and cadet kirk
yay more Star Trek things
Forgot to upload this pic of my boyfriend. This is from the anything but clothes party a few months back.
my bf just posted this pic of me and I will admit at the time of the pic I felt rather sexy but looking now Idk I think I can sense the drunk on me lol
Going back to camp tomrrow for a fun summer at Trails End Summer Camp
I’m going back to camp for the second year in a row and I really wish that I had done this earlier cause camp really has been right up my ally and tons of fun. Though I will say that I am super nervous about going back and I dont know why, I guess its just that it is hard to build that connection with complete strangers ( they are not complete strangers really but still I dont know them and it can be hard for me). But either way I will be working with art and crafts stuff so no matter what Im sure this will make it more fun all around so here is to a good summer at TEC
something about his smile is just